Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced

I retire

2005-06-06T20:05:02Z

Jessica and Jerry now have full control of my livejournal...

xxnegative_1xx @ 2005-06-06T12:44:00

2005-06-06T19:45:46Z

I'm going to the sounds of the underground show in LA. Its gonna kick ass! You guys should consider going.

www.soundsoftheundergroundtour.com

xxnegative_1xx @ 2005-05-01T01:43:00

2005-05-01T08:44:09Z

I just came from THE SCORE Gentleman's Club and it rocked serious ass! That's pretty much all I got. Oh...That shit is expensive. Really expensive!

YES YES YES!!!!

2005-03-06T08:02:42Z

Fuck, I just had the best time ever ever ever. I went to the HOT IMPORT NIGHTS show in LA and it kicked extreme ass. I met so many of my great idols haha. I met Tila (tila tequila, check her out on myspace!), I also met Carmella Decesare (PLaymate of the year!), and many other pin up models and porn girls. God hooked it up tonight baby!!!!

for those of you living under a rock, this is Tila!

xxnegative_1xx @ 2005-02-23T10:12:00

2005-02-23T18:12:38Z

LJ IS DEAD...LIKE HARD!

xxnegative_1xx @ 2005-01-04T11:25:00

2005-01-04T19:30:52Z

I haven't been on this shit in forever! haha I just wanted to say HAPPY NEW YEARS!!

-I had the greatest christmas!

-I threw three random parties in Orange County, I love it out there!

-I got smashed for New Years and almost died.

-I'm gonna be playing 11 shows in San Diego

...That's pretty much all I got.
{Joe, sorry for stealing your (-) things)

Random shit!

2004-12-13T18:41:26Z

http://www.mtv.com/onair/mtv2/headbangers_ball/best_of_2004/

Go vote for Unearth!!! Cause I said so! nah j/k. I think Lamb of God and Slipknot are on the list!

All three of them bands are going to be touring and I'm gonna see them all!

YESS! 19!

2004-11-30T19:36:11Z

HAPPY B-DAY TO ME!!! HAHA

Joe planned today out and we're gonna be hanging out with a butt-load of friends. I wish some of you could be there but then again I'm having my party soon so yeah, I'll see you there. Thanks Joe!

And now it's over

2004-11-19T09:43:13Z

My heart bleeds no longer-Unearth

Shut out and burned by your lies.
Now it is time to make you learn.
You'll learn.
My heart bleeds no longer for your pathetic views.
My heart beats on stronger with my own resolution.
Bound down for so goddamn long.
I have seen so many follow you.
I fell victim to your clouded ways.
It is my intention to end your reign.
I know so many who would want to see your Burn.
I aim war at you.
I did not give into your hold.
I live again alone.
Pass through the sea of ashes kept.
My heart bleeds no longer for your love.

OMG! FUCK YEAH!

2004-11-08T08:06:35Z

THE BEST FUCKING WEEKEND EVER!

It was Michelle's B-day on Friday so we went to her party. It was alright, we got to meet a bunch of people. After the party, about 11 of us took 3 cars up to the mountain in Rowland heights and cruised like maniacs up nad down the roads. That shit was crazy! It was so dark and we were hauling ass!!! Everyone ended up smoking out on top of the mountain...except Rob and me cause...I don't know. We ended up going home late as fuck!

Michelle invited us down to her pad for a kickback. When we got there, Rob and I got hooked up with some awesome drinks. It was like a milkshake with mad shit in it. Michelle, Virginia, Rob, and I ended up really really fucked up! We just spent the night at her pad. So much fun! These people know how to party!

Michelle!

Michelle again! Talking to me on the phone (I was in the next room)

We chilled at Independence Skate Park! PICS!

Fucking Joe! Covering his face all the time!

CHELstinence! She's mad at me right now. I don't know why but she is...

She's still mad at me

Here's Rob!

awww and the beautiful Laura

xxnegative_1xx @ 2004-11-01T22:26:00

2004-11-02T06:30:37Z

Played games and went on yet another adventure! News was broken down today. God damn man! Crazy drama!

Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two are	Best friends
Your meeting was by	Luck
They are your	Strength
You are their	Sweetheart
Your love will	Be your strength

Quiz created with MemeGen!

I fucking knew it...

Happy Halloween to me bitches!!!

2004-11-01T08:26:25Z

Today kicked major ass. What a great fucking weekend! I kicked it with Rob, Tammy, Amanda, and Michelle. Yes, I know, Joe was not mentioned...we split up and did our own shit this time. but yeah, it was kick ass! We were messing around and shit. I'll post pics later...

Good times good times...Too great!

2004-10-31T19:02:46Z

The concert whipped major ass!
Lamb of God and throwdown gave one hell of a show. Jesus christ! If words can describe how happy I am right now! The pit was nuts but Joe, Death Metal Rob, Angel, Daisy, and I all jumped in. Throwdown fans are lunatics. But they're cool. I had to help out my friend Shiela, she was getting punked real bad so yeah. I felt bad for thee poor girl.

Then Lindsey took us to some club that I went to before with my OC friends. Lindsey knew some dude and he hooked it up with drinks. I can't believe Joe dances when he's wasted!!! He has rythim, he's black so that's why. Then Karen and I were looking for the lil bastards for like an hour! I'm over it though...Karen hit up Joe's cell and we found them in Karen's car. They could have at lleast told me that they were leaving!!!

I miss Lorena! I really wish she would have came with us last night. I was thinking about her alot.

Nothing can top last night...

Tomorrow is gonna kick ass, but today is looking shitty!

2004-10-30T04:01:40Z

LAMB OF GOD TOMORROW!

I get to see Lorena soon! She wont be in trouble anymore! I feel bad for her cause she doesn't really want to go to homecoming anymore, she was looking forward to it like alot. I'm sure she'll have fun. Ray, don't have too much fun at the afterparty okay?!

Joe is going through shit but I'll let him tell you about that...Joe if anything, I'm here...seriously, I'm like next to you

My Space Time!

2004-10-27T20:01:25Z

I'm on my space too bitches! Do add do add! haha

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/9504799

xxnegative_1xx @ 2004-10-26T11:14:00

2004-10-26T18:25:50Z

My life has been sucking ass as of late. I've been getting hassled to do so much shit. I can't do what I want to do anymore. I've been wanting to see Lorena, but either I can't go see her or her mom doesn't let her go out. I think what's bothering me the most is that we don't even talk as much anymore. I miss her

xxnegative_1xx @ 2004-10-25T09:23:00

2004-10-25T16:28:32Z

This weekend kicked ass except for when I gambled all my money away. Oh, and when I found out that Lorena is grounded. I guess the Queen Mary will not get visited then. I heard it's not too great this year anyway. I just wanted to go to see Ray but like I said, that shit just aint gonna happen. We met some chick at the mall and I was trying to her hook up with Rob. She talks way too much but oh well. He desn't talk much so i guess he'll just leave the talking to her. Good luck with that Rob!

DOWNEY IS GAY!

xxnegative_1xx @ 2004-10-20T11:56:00

2004-10-20T19:02:13Z

...that's all I got

The show and yesterday

2004-10-18T15:08:51Z

The Unearth/Remembering Never show was fucking badass! They played so good. So did the Black Dahlia Murder. I met so many people that night. Good shit! I'll post pics!

We kicked it with Henry and chatted with him. He hooked me up with his pick and stuff. He's the coolest! I had a fro on the pic! HELL YEAH!

Yesterday we kicked it with Annie! We went to eat and stuff and somehow I ended up with Sam (the girl one), Angela, Annie, and Rob playing pool at Sam's house. They were eating nachos! Then we went back to Annie's house and kicked it for a little while longer. I owe Rob gas money!

Here are some pics of the homies! Rob, Annie, and BEAUner!

xxnegative_1xx @ 2004-09-02T21:03:00

2004-09-03T04:05:14Z

COMMENT TO BE ADDED! If you haven't already been added

xxnegative_1xx @ 2004-09-02T20:44:00

2004-09-03T03:49:38Z

Today was cool. I was hanging with Joe and CHELstinence. We went to the new instrument store in Downey. I was playing the guitars while Joe hit up the drums and Chelstinence rocked out with the Bass. She's so cool with the bass cause it's huge and she's all little. lol. Then Tammy and my Lorena came and we chilled for a while. We went to the mall and left to Chelsea's house. We kicked it there. I had fun! Lorena put "I <3 Ray" on my hand. It looks fucking tight, I don't know why, all I know is that It's true...

PARTY TOMORROW!

Third wheel no more!

2004-09-02T06:20:12Z

Tomorrow I was gonna be the third wheel and shit. But now my homie(turltle) is gonna hang out with me. Isn't she the coolest? She's gonna entertain me and feed me with her knowledge...Hopefully she lets me know what's in the mind of my girl.

LORENA'S MOM

2004-09-01T15:57:37Z

I'm at school and Joe is frustrated. He doesn't get this shit. Last night I tried to call Lorena but her mom answered and she was all pissed. She told me not to call past 7. I hope I didn't get her in trouble. I told her my name was Carlos so she wouldn't get mad at me next time I call. I'm soooooo slick!

PLEASE!

2004-09-01T04:23:16Z

I'M BORED!!! Someone do something to amuse me...

xxnegative_1xx @ 2004-08-30T21:34:00

2004-08-31T04:42:27Z

I miss my babygirl Lorena <3

LORENA WITH THE BLONDE TAMMY
I stole this from Tammy because Joe forgot to give me my pic. It's all good though cause I forgot to remind him